So this past month has probably been one of the best months ever! I have just been so busy. But I have learned so many things about so many people in the past month its unbelieveable. You know the quote "people dont change, they just find new ways to lie to you," well I have been a witness to that quote being proved wrong. I have always been very skeptical about letting people through my walls, because I dont want to get hurt, and I let one boy in who ended up hurting me. But of course when you date someone for so long you can't just let it go...and if you can, you were never in love in the first place. So naturally after we broke up I was trying to find ways to get over him, I went out with a few guys and though I was getting over him, but in reality I was really just making it worse because I knew good and well that all I wanted was a sweeter him. I wanted him to treat me like a princess. So after about a month he proved to me that he was different and he had changed. We used to fight every single day...but now even when I do make him mad...because I know I do...he never shows it. He just treats me like I am the best thing to walk into his life. I love him more than anything. I trust him more now than ever! He is my best friend. Of course minus my best girl friends. I am just so happy that it is possible for people to change. Because if not, I would still be drowning in my misery.
